this is my war

i wish things were different.
i wish i wasn't me.
i wish i could take back half the things i did in highschool.
i wish i could eat without feeling like i need to vomit.
i wish boys didn't walk all over me.
i wish my friends liked me.
i wish i was home.
i wish this wasn't my life.
i wish this feeling would go away.
i wish i could go away.