Just had an amazing weekend. Lots of hardcore hang outs, life chats and nachos, and my faith is basically restored in boys this week. Felt wicked being back in the city and back to my old life of constant bus rides and subway trips. Also grabbed a new pair of vans I'm super stoked on which was essential after my keds basically fell apart on me (leading to strangers on the subway making comments). Besides all that I'm back in Milton for good, stoked on bike rides and seeing my friends, but not stoked on not being able to take the class I wanted in the spring and moving into my place. I'm already over it though. More updates: got an apology message from a person I was less than stoked on which was really cool and contributed to my restoration of faith in boys.
On a less detailed note, bus rides always give me time to reflect, which got me thinking about everything I've done in the past and how far I've come since I graduated. High school did not bring out the best in me, and my lack of self respect and intense apathy led me to do some really shitty things that I'm not proud of. I hurt people, didn't give a fuck about much at all really and couldn't care less about what other people thought about me. But I grew up a lot in the past 2-3 years. I realized what I was doing and how wrong my decisions really were, and changed my life completely. I don't think people have seen it yet and I'm sure I'll always be judged by my past especially by people who don't know me very well, but I've cleaned up my act so much and I really hope my past doesn't affect my future relationships now.
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