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Totally out of the blue, but I'm realizing more and more everyday how little I care about seeing the kids I went to high school with ever again. As shitty as that may sound, there are maybe a handful of them that ever really meant anything to me. I actually have zero sentiments towards the last 4 years of my life besides my best friends who know who they are, and my music teacher really. I used to think that ending high school and moving on in my life would be the hardest thing to do, but now that I've done it, it's probably the easiest, and best thing that could have happened. And it could go either way. Some people may feel sad and feel like they've missed out on something deep which is what everyone wants you to believe to be true in high school, or in all honesty I can live my life with no attachments to a building and a group of kids who shared nothing in common with me. I love it. I don't feel like I missed out on a single thing. I came out of there a changed person, with people I picked up along the ride who share the same interests and goals in life with me. I went through my msn contacts and facebook friends and basically deleted every person in high school I never really talked to, or just had a couple of classes with, and I'm left with maybe 20 people I'd like to keep in contact with. It feels so fucking good. I'm so stoked to move on with my life, make all new friends who are at least a bit like me and not be stuck to this town.
Thought I'd share.
Besides that I'm sitting at my sisters computer, trying to save my own from an inevitable meltdown. You see, I am a sledge hammer when it comes to computers, and every time my mom fixes it for me (lucky for me my mom's job is computers) it takes me a maximum of two weeks to fuck it up in ways I didn't even know were possible. As of the past few months, I can't open internet explorer, so I've basically hooked up one screen to both computers and switch back and forth, using mine for music and this one for internet. Biggest pain in my ass. And I'm trying to copy all the files on mine cause I've already started Emma's on the path to destruction. Yup.
Loving an unreal amount of new albums I've been downloading today on my day off. Jamming to a Beirut album I realized I didn't have which is just as unreal as the others. Life is good. Ten days till my audition, then a month of nothing but partying.